I feel like I'm failing all my classes. I'm probably not, but I still feel like a terrible student. I'm so unmotivated to do anything.

All I want to do is sleep and draw and cosplay and write and play video games and work on my game project. I'm sick of homework and tests and assignments. I think I'm sick of computer science. I just want to work in the game industry already, goddamn, I'm so sick of school.

On a totally unrelated note, last night I dreamt I was a vampire and I bit Seto Kaiba from Yugioh. Shit was so cash.

6 years on deviantART.

brb gotta go study for 2 midterms.

Guys

I'm a game developer.

Oh my god, you have no idea how exhilarating this is. I've been working my ass off for years, studying computer science, trying to keep my art skills maintained, looking ahead to someday when I would be leading up a game project at an existing AAA studio, and eventually my own studio.

I'm now at the first step. My proposal got picked in Game Development club and so I'm the project lead for a 3D game with a development team and everything. Holy shit, this is amazing. At the end of the year, the club has an event where we show off our work to people at Firaxis.

Firaxis.

Oh my god.

Sid Meier might play World Weaver.

I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life.

Oh shit guys, here it goes.

Computer Graphics, Advanced Operating Systems, and Advanced Computer Architecture. All that plus TAing 2 lab sections and office hours and going to lab meetings.

Oh god I'm going to die.

Shit was so cash. My friend ~ritabuuk won best Drama/Serious video in the AMV contest. Also I cosplayed as a half-done BLU Sniper with my hair down and a bottle of Aussie shampoo. I was trying to pull off something from the chan, but I ended up being too painfully shy and didn't talk to practically anyone. It was fun to wear regardless and the timing was ridiculous. I finished temporarily hemming the vest 15 minutes before the tf2 gathering. That's what I get for trying to make the hat myself. I'll have the whole thing done by the next con, hopefully. Certainly by next Otakon.

Comic tiem yayayayay